Days like today...

As much as I try, it's just all too much. The huge influx of medical bills, the insanity with feeling like I'm so sick I can't even manage to listen to my children chatter at me like they do - the frustration and tension that comes with everything coming at us so fast and furiously. Some days, like today, it's just too much. I can't keep my chin up, I can't make it better, I can't fix anything, I can barely walk across the room. It's days like today I wonder where the big miracles are. Sometimes, I don't even want a big miracle, I just want God to remember my name - and remember we're here, trying our hardest to do it all right. I'll write about Friday in a little while...I need to cry a little more right now.